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Jan. 1st, 2014 08:56 pmFirst off: HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <333
Secondly, okay. I haven't typed a journal post in years, so let's do this and see if I can lol. Okay, so I know I've been offline for a few days and I want to explain why, because I know I entirely disappeared on a lot of people. I'm very sorry for that. :(
You know that feeling when you have five or ten minutes where everything piles and happens one after another in some sort of frenzy? That's been my past week. So first I ran out of my abilify, which is the med that makes sure that all my other meds work. I got really manic depressive as a result, in a way I haven't been in years - usually I get hyper and depressed, this time was super angry and depressed and sleeping a lot but hyper. Okay, so, ouch?
I also got a cold, but it was the cold of doom that made it so I couldn't breath. It's so bad I had to start taking steroids and I'm still on them. I also got one of my lyme rashes, except it's not going away with the usual topical treatments, so now I have to take pills for that, too.
We ran out of food money because the post office wasn't doing its job, and still hasn't. We're managing now, a lot of generous people brought us canned goods. The problem is none of them are poptops and we don't have a can opener. I was supposed to be back from hiatus tonight, but then I had an accident where the pocket knife can opener sliced ocaused a can of spaghettios to cut open my finger. Let's just say it involved a lot of bleeding, a pocket knife we have to throw away because it's covered in my blood and therefore could give someone lyme, and it's really hard to type today. Oddly enough, it's only a small pinprick, so I don't know where all that blood came from. But it hurts as fuck to try to type.
Tomorrow it should be better and I should be back. I'm sorry for not being back like I was supposed to.
A lot of other things happened the past week, and just... yeah. My laptop's breaking, too. Even the case is cracking apart and I have to hope it holds together for a few more weeks until my sister gets her tax return and can buy me the computer she owes me. Let's cross our fingers, okay?
How are you guys doing? How has the holidays been? I love you!
Now to go make my first dreamwidth layout. :) Because of course I am me, and a journal I make will have layouts o rama. Hehehe.
Secondly, okay. I haven't typed a journal post in years, so let's do this and see if I can lol. Okay, so I know I've been offline for a few days and I want to explain why, because I know I entirely disappeared on a lot of people. I'm very sorry for that. :(
You know that feeling when you have five or ten minutes where everything piles and happens one after another in some sort of frenzy? That's been my past week. So first I ran out of my abilify, which is the med that makes sure that all my other meds work. I got really manic depressive as a result, in a way I haven't been in years - usually I get hyper and depressed, this time was super angry and depressed and sleeping a lot but hyper. Okay, so, ouch?
I also got a cold, but it was the cold of doom that made it so I couldn't breath. It's so bad I had to start taking steroids and I'm still on them. I also got one of my lyme rashes, except it's not going away with the usual topical treatments, so now I have to take pills for that, too.
We ran out of food money because the post office wasn't doing its job, and still hasn't. We're managing now, a lot of generous people brought us canned goods. The problem is none of them are poptops and we don't have a can opener. I was supposed to be back from hiatus tonight, but then I had an accident where the pocket knife can opener sliced ocaused a can of spaghettios to cut open my finger. Let's just say it involved a lot of bleeding, a pocket knife we have to throw away because it's covered in my blood and therefore could give someone lyme, and it's really hard to type today. Oddly enough, it's only a small pinprick, so I don't know where all that blood came from. But it hurts as fuck to try to type.
Tomorrow it should be better and I should be back. I'm sorry for not being back like I was supposed to.
A lot of other things happened the past week, and just... yeah. My laptop's breaking, too. Even the case is cracking apart and I have to hope it holds together for a few more weeks until my sister gets her tax return and can buy me the computer she owes me. Let's cross our fingers, okay?
How are you guys doing? How has the holidays been? I love you!
Now to go make my first dreamwidth layout. :) Because of course I am me, and a journal I make will have layouts o rama. Hehehe.
